Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Sugarless, cancerous

I have a confession to make, I'm terrible at keeping up at some kind of blog and I don't even know why.I started this as a way to get my thoughts and feelings out but clearly I've failed at that. I'm kind of a procrastinator and I get stuck looking at or doing really useless things online for hours. It kind of sucks but that's not really the point of what I'm writing today, just between you and me there is no point.

I don't know why I'm even sharing this other than I think it's mildly interesting but the day and a half I was stuck in the hospital I had the same song stuck in my head. I think partly because my IV machine was making a noise that sort of almost sounded like said song and the lyrics were mildly appropriate. So I thought I'd share said song, even though it's super old and by a band I'm sure no one really cares about anymore but you know, whatever.




Here is another confession, when I was in high school I was beyond obsessed with Silverchair and in love with their singer, Daniel Johns, to the point that it often brought me to tears, ahh to be fifteen again. Sadly at some point I outgrew them because there was this point that everything I had to listen had to be "metal" or something and when Diorama came out it was simply too pretty for my metal craving ears so I stopped listening to them as a whole. I went back to listen to them recently and I actually really enjoy that record with out feeling any kind of embarassement towards it. It's really pretty. However, Daniel Johns doesn't really do it for me anymore, i think it's the weird facial hair and the fact that he smears eye make up on only half his face now. On the upside he has a pretty rocking body these days so you know, you go Daniel.

In other news I really wish that animal planet would play something other then a Finding Bigfoot marathon because I'm truthfully not in the mood for that. I'd really like to see some pitbull and paroles or too cute or even my cat from hell but no, all big foot all the time. The best part of this show that they state facts about bigfoot and as if it's common knowledge and you know an actual proven fact but clearly isn't because they have yet to prove one exists. The one guy is always like "It's been proven that bigfoots knock when trying to communicate." To which I'm just like really? Proven by who? Because really I would like an answer to that question. Anyway now I'm just rambling about nothing so sorry. I hope you enjoyed this brief trip into brain which is brought to you by a copious amount of steroids that they give me with my chemo. Have a nice night internet and I'll try to post here more often I swear.