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My time is all switched around and funny, used to be I couldn't fall asleep before 2 in the morning and now I'm lucky if I stay up until ten. It's a weird thing, seeing the day from a whole other side and perspective.

Some days are better than others, I won't lie and tell you it's all puppies and rainbows from here. Radiation used to make me sick and now chemo causes me so much pain I can hardly function some days.

 I've lost some hair, it wasn't even super traumatic, it was simply there one day and gone the next. I've lost some weight, which isn't entirely a negative, I've been meaning to do that but this wasn't really what I had in mind.

Yet I'm still lucky, I have an incredible support system who won't let me lose my spirit. They keep me smiling through the impossible and I'm left to wonder how some one could do this with out so many wonderful people behind them. I know I could not. In a way I have my own personal army and I'm so very thankful for that.